Wednesday, February 11, 2009

So many decisions

I have absolutely no idea what I want to do with my life. Why is it that at the age of 19 I'm stressed out of my mind over this?! I'm so used to having my life planned out for me from elementary school to high school to cegep...and now I'm just confused. I know I want to go into the music business. That's where my passion lies and where my heart will always be but getting there just seems to hard. I'm willing to do whatever I possibly can to make it but I have such limited options compared to other people. There's nothing offered in Montreal that can help me at this point and all the schools specializing in music business management are further away. I don't know if I'm ready to leave the province yet. I know my future isn't here. My french isn't strong enough for me to live out my career in Quebec.

I'm just so overwhelmed right now. It's not a pleasant feeling. I've officially decided that I won't be going back to school until atleast 2010. We'll see what the next year and a half brings. Maybe I'll travel a bit and maybe the time off will allow me to figure everything out. Rushing myself to make a decision won't solve anything. If I'm going to do this, I'm going to do it right.

1 comment:

melissa said...

i don't know if you saw this program or if this is at all helpful, but i came across it and thought i'd show it to you!
http://www.concordia.ca/info/futurestudents/undergraduate/programs/subjects/BA_Communication.php